Little Boys

My baby is almost one. Just another 38 days til his 1ST birthday. I was really looking forward to his birthday until it hit me yesterday.. My baby isnt going to be a baby anymore. My little boy is becoming Mr. Independent. He loves doing everything on his own. He has been such a naughty boy lately. He will only eat if he is the one putting it in his mouth. He doesnt want mommy to feed him anymore. This has been a challenge and a very messy one at that. I swear i have to change his clothes three times a day because all the food he drops on himself. I am so proud of him and all of his accomplishments. I am so amazed by all the things he is learning everyday. Lately he has been such a meany though. When he gets mad he hits his head on the floor over and over again. If we take something away from him he will start smacking himself in the face. He thinks it is hilarious to kick us. I dont even know where he learned all of this. Logan and I are not like that to him or each other. I think he is too little to pick it up off tv. I really just dont know. I HOPE it is just a phase. I never had any brothers or close boy cousins growing up. I never knew all the things that little boys do. I am really surprised somedays. I know this is just the beginning too. I know that every birthday that passes will amaze me, that i survived another year with a son. I Love having a little boy. I am so blessed to have him as my son. Everyday with him is a great day.